Well, you know... it still gets a lil' strange these days. Maybe it's because I'm not doing anything. But we still celebrated the New Year and it was wonderful, fun, sparkly, and friendly-familishly like even with me partially ignoring all those strange unknown people who came and gone. Got to watch and a bit to play part in some sort of sociologic thriller with lots of quests and puzzles. Two of them came to me without preparations but I'm lying here I thought about 'em for a long time but couldn't find an answer that could be spoken aloud in certain words or would be satisfying. A bit of random apocalyptic stuff happening with electricity but it was fun and didn't spoil anything. And the next day wasn't reassuring. Certainly it was more mind-blowing ever. Like empty head without even slightest pieces of brain trailing down the skull and the questions that slowly arisen floated from one side of the head to another like in some kind of thick fog and in the mean time slowly melted in it.
So now I think I'm in need of some good shamanic and dubstep music and activities. Lots of 'em 'cause this broccoliness is no good and it wasted most of my free time these days. And they keep hinting and telling me that soon my work will be over. It's a bit too early now. Not agreed, reject.
This empty kind of cocoon inside vibrates and makes an uncomfortable feeling of something happening coming this way. "Wait it's close by. It's coming and changing everything around. Are you ready? Or are you still thinking that this time it will happen elsewhere too?"
And it seems a bit strange moving around like some kind of pc game or so. Like something artificial poorly controlled and looked after by some distanced brain. No I don't frequently bump into things or fall on the streets or something like that even though I am a bit clumsy. Just a funny feeling.